Bab, three months have now past, I cant stop thinking about you, everything reminds me of you and everywhere I go there is always a memory of you, I know that I have to try and get on with life, if that is what I can call it, because for me I will never be able to forfill half of what I wanted to in life, as all my aims, strength and motivation has all gone and most importantly the person who I wanted to do it all with. Love u forever xxx